I must admit I personally get to my wits end many of days with all this. I feel so close and things seem so right and I feel so connected to the whole and then I am drained then comes the crash and burn… I have been here before many years ago but had too many crash and burns from the time just before I married and then straight down hill after. I never had a dream that I could even remember after t while then the booze filled that for about 13 years christian religion in me the whole time and still do I guess. From as long as I can remember I loved church as a youth but I would often head but the sermon of the day ( Sunday, we did not go every day like my parent do these days) I would give my own thoughts of what mad more sense to me and what I thought Jesus was really trying to say or really of would have said. My argument was always controdiction in what was taught. Any hoot… now my wife and I are still doing well to gether as a couple goes. We are married 22+ years and the past several are becoming more like the first few when we started dating. We are just beginning to vibrate the same more often then not. I understand so much but still know nothing…. To me this is the key to all… That would be to just know! To understand is not to know. To understand means you know what is being said or explained or shown but you do not know it. If I show a video of a dog being skinned alive as much a dramatic effect it may impose most all will understand and feel something but how many will really know what is really happening and why? ahhh! … That just got into my head and in to my understanding & reasoning factors… Why can I not just get a grip on it all and connect to the true mind that has no doubt no reason just fact true fact no matter how out of this world it might seem. I had it as a youth and it faded away it seems. Something is coming again but it does not feel the same as Ican recall. My guess is learned self doubt.

I know we are all going through something. I will agree here and say yes we are expanding and evolving in a natural way or instinctive way. We instinctively evolve if we wan to or not but we can effect the transition if we want to or not or if something confuses the transition such as deep hidden beliefs and even maybe specific wave interference such as sound, light, or magnetic… Though they are all waves of a sort that we sense, they are all are sensed by a secondary perception other than the knowing. The mind or brain can only take what it perceives as real and fantasy and work with that. The human brain has a power of its own. It can create a life that no-one else sees or experiences Though if the mind is right in vibration it can bring its vision into other brains straight into that overlooked quiet place that just repeats its self into a belief.

I guess by now you know a place I want to touch other than I am “BLEEPED”!

Lou I hope I worded it right and you know what I am at least getting at. I am no way really challenging you, well not with intention. I love you and love “seeing” your words “(spelling)” Cause your image is of one love and one is all and you speak of what you know….

I commend you! If only I could!

For what it is in all it is, bless you my brother, bless you in all that it gives, bless you and all that you come across and so on.

Ya you know me ~LB. (well sort of)..lol